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A Life Update.

Life really does work in mysterious ways. I’m not big on life updates but I felt it was only fair to do one after my recent post. So many things have happened and it’ll pretty much explain my absence and inconsistency with my blog posts. So as always if you are interested, keep on reading!

La vie fonctionne vraiment de manière mystérieuse. Je ne suis pas un grand amateur de mises à jour de la vie, mais j’ai pensé qu’il était juste d’en faire une après mes dernières publications. Il s’est passé tellement de choses et cela expliquera mon absence et mon incohérence avec les articles de mon blog. Alors comme toujours si vous êtes intéressé, continuez à lire!

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MOVING!

After so much stress and anxiety, I can finally say with a huge relief that I’ve moved! It still feels unreal and I feel like I’m in a dream ready to wake up at any moment. I can’t believe I got what I’ve wanted for years which is freedom. It’s something very new to me and it feels good and scary at the same time.

Being in a new town and being surrounded with new people really brings your inner self out. I feel like I’m discovering myself all over again. After things get settled down, I’m thinking of doing a trip for a day or two. I think it’ll be nice to forget everything for a short amount of time and explore new places which is something I haven’t got the chance to do in so many years.

Après tant de stress et d’anxiété, je peux enfin dire avec soulagement que j’ai déménagé! Cela semble toujours irréel et j’ai l’impression d’être dans un rêve, prête à me réveiller à tout moment. Je ne peux pas croire que j’ai ce que je voulais depuis des années, à savoir la liberté. C’est quelque chose de très nouveau pour moi et ça fait du bien et ça fait peur en même temps.

Être dans une nouvelle ville et être entouré de nouvelles personnes fait vraiment sortir votre être intérieur. J’ai l’impression de me découvrir à nouveau. Une fois que les choses se sont stabilisées, je songe à faire un voyage d’un jour ou deux. Je pense que ce sera bien d’oublier tout pour un court laps de temps et d’explorer de nouveaux endroits, ce que je n’ai pas eu la chance de faire depuis tant d’années.

 

GETTING OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE

If there is something I’ve been doing recently more than I ever have, it is getting out of my shell. I’ve always been an introvert and I do like my own personal space but ever since I’ve moved, I’ve been doing things that are way out of my comfort zone.

It doesn’t help my anxiety but I don’t have any other choices since I don’t have anyone to help (not that I had one before). Although I’ve been getting out of my comfort zone, I always try to remind myself not to do things that I feel uncomfortable.

Si quelque chose que j’ai fait récemment plus que jamais, c’est sortir de ma coquille. J’ai toujours été introverti et j’aime bien ma propre compagnie, mais depuis que j’ai déménagé, je fais des choses qui sortent de ma zone de confort.

Cela n’aide pas mon anxiété mais je n’ai pas d’autre choix puisque je n’ai personne pour m’aider (pas que j’en ai eu auparavant). Même si je sors de ma zone de confort, j’essaie toujours de me rappeler de ne pas faire des choses qui me mettent mal à l’aise.

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MENTAL HEALTH

I still haven’t established a proper routine yet even though it has been a couple of days ever since I’ve moved but I’m trying not to be too hard on myself. Everything feels so overwhelming but I know it’ll be fine in a couple of weeks time. One day, I’m so productive and motivated and the next day, I feel so depressed and I don’t even want to talk to anyone.

I guess you could say it’s completely normal, it’ll take time for me to get over all the toxicity that I’ve gone through my entire life but sometimes I wish I had a switch that I could turn off and forget everything that happened to me. I guess it’s something that only time will tell.

Je n’ai toujours pas établi de routine adéquate, même si cela fait déjà des jours que j’ai déménagé, mais j’essaie de ne pas être trop dur avec moi-même. Tout est tellement accablant, mais je sais que tout ira bien dans quelques semaines. Un jour, je suis tellement productif et motivé et le lendemain, je suis tellement déprimé et je ne veux même pas parler à qui que ce soit.

J’imagine que vous pourriez dire que c’est tout à fait normal, qu’il me faudra du temps pour surmonter toute la toxicité que j’ai subie toute ma vie, mais parfois, j’aimerais avoir un interrupteur que je pourrais éteindre et oublier tout ce qui m’est arrivé. moi. Je suppose que c’est quelque chose que seul le temps nous dira.

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OPENING MY STUDIO

The past few weeks, I’ve been thinking about starting my studio and turning my blog into a business. I’m pretty sure most people would find this insane since I’m not financially stable and it’s a huge risk to take but life is all about taking a leap of faith, right?

Ever since I’ve done the unimaginable, I really want to make up for the years and time I’ve missed. I want to follow my dreams and do what I love in life. I’ve had this dream ever since I started blogging and I did open a shop back in the day but I couldn’t maintain due to uni. Last year, I re-branded everything and I tried to do it but once again I couldn’t find time for it.

I was always telling pretexts and excuses to myself for not pursuing those goals but now that I’m in a new environment, I think I’m fully ready to embark on this journey and give it a shot. You never know what the outcome will be and I don’t want to regret in the future for not having taken this chance.

Depuis quelques semaines, je songe à lancer mon studio et à transformer mon blog en entreprise. Je suis à peu près sûre que la plupart des gens vont trouver cela insensé puisque je ne suis pas financièrement stable et que c’est un risque énorme à prendre, mais la vie consiste à prendre un acte de foi, non?

Depuis que j’ai fait l’inimaginable, je veux vraiment rattraper les années et le temps que j’ai manqués. Je veux suivre mes rêves et faire ce que j’aime dans la vie. J’ai ce rêve depuis que j’ai commencé à bloguer et j’ai ouvert une boutique quelques années avant, mais je ne pouvais pas la maintenir en raison de fac. L’année dernière, j’ai tout renommé et j’ai essayé de le faire, mais encore une fois, je n’ai pas pu trouver le temps de le faire.

Je me disais toujours des prétextes et des excuses pour ne pas poursuivre ces objectifs, mais maintenant que je suis dans un nouvel environnement, je pense que je suis tout à fait prêt à entreprendre ce voyage et à tenter le coup. Vous ne savez jamais quel sera le résultat et je ne veux pas regretter à l’avenir de ne pas avoir prise cette chance.

 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING!

xo N

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58 Comments

  1. Wishing you every success in your future ventures!
    “The best time for new beginnings is now”
    There is no greater feeling than moving into your own space, and feeling that first sense of freedom.

  2. Congratulations on the big move, that’s so exciting! I can’t wait to move myself. Counting down the days till I move 🙏 I would love to move somewhere tropical–nice & warm with A LOT of beaches 😁and that’s amazing that you have your own shop. You should definitely open up your own studio! Also, making blogging your business! Follow your dreams, pursue your goals, girl! Life’s too short, do what you really want to do in life. Plus, you’re so young (we’re the same age, by the way. I’m 23 as well). You have plenty of time to figure yourself out and change life’s course of events. Anyway, once again, so proud of you, gorgeous 😊❤👍👏

  3. Congratulations on your move. Enjoy finding your new self and new things.
    Enjoy your planned new venture and best wishes with that and what ever else comes good your way.

  4. Thank you so much for being so open and writing it for us. It’s rare for me to connect to a blogger as I have with you! Take a deep breathe and go for it! I am new to your blog but learning so much from you. I struggle with blogging and it’s what I really want to do. Stay strong girl!!

  5. I also wish sometimes that the switch existed. But since that is not going to happen I try to focus on what is the best lesson that I can come out of the situation with and I hope that I can make a stronger person of myself in its aftermath. Still processing.
    Sounds like you are taking some great steps towards building a new life and environment for yourself. Best wishes for that.

  6. We always regret the chances we didn’t take, so follow your heart, take that leap of fate and go for it girl! you’ve got this, and all 12,296!! (you’re growing massively!) of us support you! xx

  7. Take as many chances as you wish. In the end, our greatest regrets are not of the things we tried and failed but the ones we were to scared to try. 🧡

  8. It was great catching up with you in this life update. It’s always nice to share such things and what better way than to blog. I wish you all the best and for sure you’ve got this.
    The right environment where you can focus your energy is so important for starting and running a new business. And I can totally agree with you on the planning but not being able to pursue it.

  9. I’m so happy to read this! It’s amazing that you’re experiencing so many new things even if it can be overwhelming at times 😊 you have my full support for starting your own studio and for working towards all of your goals 😁 you are in a new period of your life and now I’m sure you can achieve everything 😘

  10. I’ve been running little businesses for years and I can tell you that the most consistent aspect for me has been extreme gratitude for what I’m doing, even in the most financial difficulties. I hate the money part. In some ways it spoils it, some. But my work has been one of the loves of my life, if I might say so. It is remembered far beyond the challenges. I wish you my best!

  11. Hi, Although I’m new to your blog, I have enjoyed reading some of the posts already. Best wishes in your new surroundings; it’s never to late to make dreams a reality. Keep dreaming…

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